Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i fell. but this time he`s not gonna be here to give me a hand, not anymore. he denied the miracle, he denied me, he denied destiny. my tears had run dry, the blood stains unremoved. glitters of the fireworks were history, devastation of the aftermath presumes. flowers used to bloom but now they choked in the rain. 2 lovebirds used to flock together but only 1 perch on the tree now. the perfume smell still feels the room but the feeling differs.
wo hai ji de wo men de yue ding, yi bei zi xing fu de yue ding.. ni ne???
just wondering why the unhappy things keeps on befalling on me. HARD. i can`t stay calm, i can`t pretend any longer. why must i pretend? pretence is always not my cup of tea, there will always be loopholes. i`m so weary. i empathised with myself. i see no point of survival. i tried but i never succeed. i`m smothered. i`m on the verge of breaking into fragments. i`m just a pathetic dumping ground for the pain and sorrows. i feel like escaping too. but i hate it. who really understands??? it was`nt easy to climb up but now i slip again. i`m watching happiness seeping through my fingers like it did in an hourglass.
I DON`T WANT ANY TOMMY OR TERRY GET IT??? U KNOW IT BETTER. THINK OF YOUR HAPPINESS, THINK OF MINE. BE A MAN AND DO THE RIGHT THING. FEAR-LESS.
i don`t want to say anymore. i`m depressed.
a test of true love.
10:37 PM
i fell. but this time he`s not gonna be here to give me a hand, not anymore. he denied the miracle, he denied me, he denied destiny. my tears had run dry, the blood stains unremoved. glitters of the fireworks were history, devastation of the aftermath presumes. flowers used to bloom but now they choked in the rain. 2 lovebirds used to flock together but only 1 perch on the tree now. the perfume smell still feels the room but the feeling differs.
wo hai ji de wo men de yue ding, yi bei zi xing fu de yue ding.. ni ne???
just wondering why the unhappy things keeps on befalling on me. HARD. i can`t stay calm, i can`t pretend any longer. why must i pretend? pretence is always not my cup of tea, there will always be loopholes. i`m so weary. i empathised with myself. i see no point of survival. i tried but i never succeed. i`m smothered. i`m on the verge of breaking into fragments. i`m just a pathetic dumping ground for the pain and sorrows. i feel like escaping too. but i hate it. who really understands??? it was`nt easy to climb up but now i slip again. i`m watching happiness seeping through my fingers like it did in an hourglass.
I DON`T WANT ANY TOMMY OR TERRY GET IT??? U KNOW IT BETTER. THINK OF YOUR HAPPINESS, THINK OF MINE. BE A MAN AND DO THE RIGHT THING. FEAR-LESS.
i don`t want to say anymore. i`m depressed.
a test of true love.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:37 PM
